Big ego..

Enjoying myself lately.
It feels so good to be freeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

In my previous entry, I mentioned about hoping to being lucky right?!
Yeah! I actually hit the jackpot with Jon again. HAHA.
2 out of 2 so far!! But well... ok nvm.

From daylight all the way till night.














Should I go for my dental appointmentttttttttttt?
:/

One lucky day

The title says it all.
Yes, Lucky :)
I hope that the remaining 3 modules will be as lucky as today's!
I hope next week never comes.

Zadyn brought Audrey to join us for lunch today!
WOOOHOOOOO~ (Inside joke)

Halloween 2 was erm.. egg-citing?
Especially when I had 2 monsters taking turns to scare me.
NORAAAA, we watched this movie for your sake but you....... :(
I had my bag covering my face/eyes throughout (excluding daylight scenes LOL).
Why not daylight?
Because Jon & I were busy munching on titbits before all gross scene takes place.
I had never knew that munching titbits was that hard :/ HAHA!



I feel so contented with my current life.
If I didn't make the decision back then,
I guess all these good stuffs might not even happen to me at all,
or that I may not even be part of it.

Till today, I still believe in,
"When god takes something away from you, he will replace you with another"
which is somewhat like,
"When you lose something, you gain something at the same time"

And once again, I thank lord,
for bringing these colours into my life.

Never too hard

Don't make the same mistake - Twice.



And I don't ever want to go back to the days, like before.

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Today is the first day of November which marks the end of my melancholy.
Then again, I used to love November, but not now anymore.
Not really looking forward to YOU-KNOW-WHAT.
2 months passed subconsciously, and now I am left with 2 weeks.

Well, I don't have much of a choice now. So I'll just live with it.

Basically I spent my afternoon flooding SBS's facebook wall with LABCOAT reminders.
I lent him 2 labcoats last week, Jon's and mine.
And we are having lab lesson tomorrow.
Nora baby, let's disturb the cells again! HAHA

I was bored! So I went to click on her Webcam Icon in msn.
But she said its not fair for her so we changed it to a video call.
She literally burst into laughters!
:( HAHAHA.
My second video conversation with a friend @ home! :D

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Yea, as you can see, I am trying to read lesser into it. :):):)

What now?

Emotions are like genes.
Happy is recessive while Sad is dominant.
It takes (something really happy) 2 happy genes to show that you're happy.
And it takes just 1 to surface that you're not fine.

I usually sleep alot and eat very little when I am not me.
It's in the mind. It's in the mind. It's in the mind.
No, clearly we know that "It's in the heart".

Many a times, for weak individuals like me,
we have no control over our mind because
we usually follow according to the flow of reality.
or what the heart tells us to.
The flow of love life that is.

Everything is just so great at this point.
So great that I shouldn't even complain.
But I don't know what's gotten over me.
I feel confused. I feel sad and melancholic.

"The world is catching up to you while you're running away"

Caught inbetween

They waited till breaktime to have dinner with me ♥
And I joined them for "Drag me to hell" at Emax at 9.30pm ♥

"Never never watch horror movies with Maybeline"

And there is one person who made me extremely touched today.
The person is none other than PAPASIM ♥♥♥

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I am always a failure when it comes to things like "these".

If I don't make a decision today,
I will never make another tomorrow.
If I don't know how to handle my emotions well,
I will never grow.

Lord, tell me what to do.
Because tonight, I am lost again.